I have lost my mind - Poem

Too much going on, too many things to think,
My mind cant cope anymore, it thinks its about to sink,
No words from my children, no Merry Christmas Dad,
What did I do to deserve this? Why am I being treated so bad?

My mind just feels numb, it’s done everything it can do,
It’s ready to turn off now, it’s ready to subdue,
It’s gone past what it can cope with, it’s cracked and undone,
I don’t know who I am anymore, I am finally broken.

To all the people who did this, Merry Christmas and New Year,
The system finally broke me, I hope it does make your career,
I miss so many people, the ones I can not see,
Christmas is meant to be happy, My own children should be here with me,

My mind is always thinking, it’s driving me insane,
Its thinking about not thinking, it’s called having to refrain,
It could all be over soon, but I see it in their eyes,
The ones who have already judged me, the needy and unwise,

Now this is the end of my poem, and this one goes out to you,
Have a Merry Christmas my baby, my love for you will always be true,

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Posted by : Lee Doyle
Posted on : Dec 24 2007
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4 Responses to “I have lost my mind - Poem”

1. Devin Says:
   December 29th, 2007 at 3:23 pm

   Dang, this is sad mate, I am sorry for your children, i hope everything gets better, i know how you feel… My sister in in foster care, and, everyday it makes me wanna pull ut my hair. I always ask myself why, and, everytime i get the same answer. The System is pathetic. They take the loved ones that we care so much about, they don’t care, as, they are getting money for them. My brother died a few years ago, and, my sisterbeen in foster care for 9 months… I wish it was me in both situations, if you can understand the feeling. Just remember, if you wanna see your kids, and get them home, Do everything they ask, If you do drugs, not saying you do, stop for a while. Or, just try. Do everything they ask, and, you will get them home.

   You will be in my thoughts.

   Devin.

   If you ever wanna talk, here is my email…

   king_oric91 (at )hotmail.com

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2. Me Says:
   December 29th, 2007 at 3:36 pm

   Thanks, I sent you a email.

   Were just numbers to the system, and the numbers we each have go into the billions.

   It will change one-day, the iron fist always melts in the end.

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3. Devin Says:
   December 31st, 2007 at 1:19 pm

   Kk, i will get it once i get too the library, my comp is all screwed up can’t check emails… lol…

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4. Devin Says:
   December 31st, 2007 at 1:20 pm

   And too true, too true.

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