I love you so much baby girl Faith

Hi Baby,

I know you can’t read this so why I am writing it I do not know because I know your mother won’t read it to you or anyone else of her family… But you know what… I don’t care really. I just want to take some time out to write to you.

you were my first child. And when you was born my whole life changed for the better. I remember the first time I looked at you and it hit me that you was “my” daughter and you looked like me. After that moment my whole outlook on life changed, I now had someone who I needed to fight for and someone who I would gladly give my life for.

You amazed me everyday, everything you did just made me so happy. I used to lay next to your cot and watch you go to sleep as you sometimes found it hard to get to sleep… Id watch you so long that I would fall to sleep next to your cot. I remember this song thing you had which played Bird noises and things… I bet it would still send me to sleep.

I hope you do not forget me baby, I am so scared of it. I have tried so hard to fight for you but there is so much hate in this world that things just get in the way…. And you know… None of it is your fault but you suffer. I really wish I could just be with you every chance i could but no matter what I do or how hard I try people build new walls and some I just cant get over baby.

I will never give up, I will always fight for you and I will never forget you. I will always love you more then you will ever know or understand. People will say things about me, but all you need to listen to is that I am your Dad, that’s it… I wish I could just get some of my feelings out here but I do not know the words to do it.

I’ll dream of you always, maybe one-day my dreams will come true.

Love you always,

Daddy

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Posted by : Lee Doyle
Posted on : Nov 15 2007
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