For the past week I have been in talks with a publisher about helping to write a book along with a few other people. I can’t go into to much details at the moment as it is still in the early stages. and not everything is OKed yet.

It is with the same publisher who have been interested in publishing some of my poems which I hope to be out by next Christmas (2009).

The book at this stage will be written by me and 2 other people. It will mostly deal coping with stressful situations and the stages people go through when put in these scenarios. It will be more of a self help book and a guide into what to expect when you are in a no-win-situation.

I am not sure how it will work at the moment, and I am not sure how much input I will have in this project as a whole… But I hope it will be a good experience if it does happen.

I will post more info on this as it gets closer to finalizing, I will also be posting some screen shots of the first looks of the poetry book when I get them (I am trying to make some draft designs now).

The poetry book will be written just by me. I am sure some editing will go into it as my English and grammar is so poor (:P) but apart from that it will be just me

Not everything is 100% going to happen yet… But it is looking more and more like it will and I should find out by the end of Christmas if the poetry book is definitely going to happen.

This will offend some people, so if challenging your religion is a weak point don’t read past this.

Should I live my life by these holy books,
Follow them line by line and in between all the nooks,
Could I really live my life by these old fashioned words,
live it day by day, not missing a line, joining gods nerds,

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These books are so old, full of murder, death, punishment, a world run by gold,
Am I meant to believe that without these books, I’ll be any worse then this person who told?

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Have you ever thought that without these books,
We would be better, stop judging people just because of their looks,

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I’ve sat down talked to many of his different followers,
They’ve guided me through his words,
Tried to answerer my questions,
Offered me forgiveness for all my sins,
But I’ve only done wrong in your eyes, not mine, he should know these things,

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There’s people fighting, killing to protect their versions name,
Bombing, torture, now even suicide, but are his books anymore humane?
There’s killing, mass murder, all in his name,
But they make these look so tame,

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He’s made to look good in all his picture books,
A white man with a smile, all the things to trick the mind, but not mine, I know his real looks,

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Am I meant to believe a man who can create everything,
He gets angry if I don’t believe in what I can’t see,
I’m sorry, its not fair, hes pathetic, if he’s really up there,
Do you expect me to believe that he would really care?
I’d rather live my life, follow my rules, learn on my own, be free,
Now just please just expect me to believe in only who I can see,