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Catch 22 - Can you be a Father if your children don’t know you exist?

Written by Lee Doyle on July 12, 2008 – 12:38 am

QuestionFirst of all I would like to take a bit of time to explain that I love all of my children and would do anything for them. This is just a question for everyone, and I will try to explain things as easy as I can with my lack of English skills.

My mother is going to see my two Children on Sunday as it was my Son Jack’s Birthday. She has not seen them for awhile as she is heavily depressed, and finds it hard enough getting out of bed lately.

She just told me that my Ex ex (Steph) has asked me to send some money over. I would love to send money to my children but have now been told  by my Solicitors to keep money I would normally send my children and put it into a savings account.

The reason I am so stuck with this situation is because I feel like “Why the hell should I send money” but i also see the “They are your children” which is why I did send them money before… And ended up paying TWICE as my ex ex lied about me sending money.

I have not seen my Son for over a year now, I never get a Chirstmas card, Birthday card, Fathers day card or even photos… but my ex still expects me to do everything a normal father would do… but I don’t get anything a father should get.

Even before all the crap that is going on in my life started she was a evil bitch. I had my Daughter who was “3″ at the time tell me “Mummy told me you was dead”! And then I had them used as pawns to get me to do everything she wanted. Read more »


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Goodbye my mother - Poem

Written by Lee Doyle on February 2, 2008 – 3:41 am

Would a cry stop you? Think of what you will miss
Don’t let them take me mummy, Don’t make this our last kiss,
We can be together, I’ll be a good girl you will see,
I don’t understand, why don’t you want to be with me?

Don’t say goodbye, just hold me tight,
Don’t let them drag me away, please fight,

Promise you will come for me, promise me somehow,
Goodbye my mother, Social Services have me now,

A poem about the twisted and evil scandal that is England’s Social Services. The evil people stealing our children for a paycheck.

Please read my last post for more info on this and why I wrote this.


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