I recived this email from a friend. I have sent it to a few people but thought it would do more good here.

I have edited some parts out as some parts were not needed for a blog post.

The reason I am posting this is mainly because it shows that the book 1984 is slowly becoming true. After read this please read the quote:

“And if all others accepted the lie which the Party imposed—if all records told the same tale—then the lie passed into history and became truth. ‘Who controls the past’ ran the Party slogan, ‘controls the future: who controls the present controls the past.’”
- George Orwell, 1984, Book 1, Chapter 3

It is a historical fact to remember that, when the supreme commander of the allied forces, Gral. Dwight D. Eisenhower found the victims of the concentration camps, ordered to have as many photographs taken, and had the German population of the surrounding cities taken to the concentration camps to see the horror, and in some cases had them bury the dead. and the reason for this ? He explained it this way; “to collect as much prove, films, testimonies, because the day will come when some ‘son of a bitch’ will say that this never happened”

‘all that is needed for evil to succeed is, that decent human beings do nothing’. (Edmund Burke)

Recently ‘The United Kingdom’ erased the holocaust from the British school curriculum because it offended ‘the Muslim population beliefs’ that the holocaust never took place. yes, The United Kingdom.

This is an intimidating Omen concerning the fear that is affecting the world, and each country is allowing itself to be carried away too easily.

More than 60 yrs have passed since the end of w.w. ii.

This email is being sent as a reminder for all humanity, in memory of 6 million Jews, 20 million Russians, 10 million Christians, priests, murdered, slaughtered, raped, burnt, humiliated, in the meantime Germany and Russia had other priorities….

Now more than ever, countries such as Iran amongst other, declare that ‘the holocaust is a myth’. it is now imperative to remind the world never to forget, ever.

The purpose of this email is to have at least 40.000.000 people around the world say they have read it.

Be it one or more in this ‘world-wide email chain’ help spread this email all over the world. pls translate if necessary !!!!

Its been awhile since I really gave a update on the happenings in my life. I have no real idea why I have stopped but I do intend on keeping this blog a personal blog and not a review or random blog.

A few weeks back I went to London to meet up with my solicitors. I was meant to be in court a few days later but when I got there they told me it was cancelled.
This was not exactly new news to me because they told me they needed more time to get things done. I told them I was NOT happy with it and that I wanted it to happen anyway… But yet again no one listens to me and they did what they thought was best.

This sort of explains a few things like why Laina (my ex) has become the new bitch and why she never bothered meeting my Dad while he was in the UK from Portugal.

I have been online a lot less lately. i have a few things in the works that me and some friends are working on. I mentioned a few weeks back that I had some book/poetry deals in the works and they looks to be coming along nicely and as soon as I can I’ll post some updates.

Some of my friends are also in court in the near future. I wish them luck and hope things go as expected.

Its now been a whole f***ing year since all this crap started. I have come a long way since it first smacked me in the face and have learnt a lot on my travels. I am a totally different person to who I was when this started… I do not know if I ever will be the same again… and I do not know if I want to be.
I am in some respects a much happier person now. I can cope with close to anything that is handed to me… I also have a very close bunch of friends who I know I am depend on now.

I have met some fantastic people on my journey, and would say that some I hope to know my whole life. I have also learnt a lot about myself which I do not think I would have found out if this had not happened. I have learnt to look after myself and learnt who the most important people in my life.

What the future holds

I have a few paths that I have paved out that I can take in the future. Both paths all lead me to fighting for all of my children and doing everything I can to making the people who have done this pay… So I guess that is a good thing.

One path (Which is the one id like to take) would be me working with a few close friends and building up a support network for people going through situations like I am and situations that I was going through before this whole thing started. The people I am working with have put quite a bit of money and time into this, and with or without my help will make it possible.
One of my contacts has been filming a TV show which aired a few days back has expressed a lot of interest in a few of the people involved in this, and I hope something can grow out of this.

The next path is a more relaxed path. It is a path that is not totally to my making as someone very close to be is willing me to take it.
It would entail me just working on seeing my children and then dealing with everything that has happened to me. I guess this would be a very emotional path to take which I do not know if I am ready to do… I feel if I stop and settle down now I will never be able to regain some of the things I have helped to create.

Which ever path I take I am sure it will be the right one…