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I have decided that I do not have the time to be a MOD for Entrecard anymore. I have so much going on with other things and no time to do the normal modding duties that I am meant to do. It is not just Modding forums it also involves modding websites and dealing with PMs and Emails. It has just got way to much for me to deal with ontop of my normal jobs. I can now spend more time helping people in need and thinking of new ideas for Entrecard 
I think I would be best suited to being a normal Entrecard member and having less restrictions in what I can say.
i would like to thank Graham and Richard for their help and understanding through my times of need. I would also like to say sorry for not being able to put as much time into it as I would like to have.
A big thanks to the whole MODDING team! I hope to still keep adding to the community and help take Entrecard further.
This has nothing to do with Entrecard, it is just my personal life and time restrictions I have.
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Subscribe to the comments for this postMy children are pawns in a never ending game
So much has happened to me over the years and it is really hard for me to see what my life used to be like. When me and Steph split up 2 years ago, it was a real hard time for me. I was without my children and lost everything I owned. I was lucky enough to have a amazing new partner who made dealing with things much more easy…. At first I did get to see my children from time to time., but it always had to have strings attached. I would have to go meet up with my kids with Steph and have dinner or have to go to our old house and pick them up. The only problem with these was it always turned into her getting upset because she would try to get back with me. This really did stress me out because if I said no I would not see my children and she would get mad at me and drag them away… But if i said yes it would split me and my partner up and Stephs new partner (Who she was living with).
My answer was always “I don’t know, I have to think about things” and that would normally get me out of things. But sometimes it was so hard because my daughter would love seeing me and her mum together… I never did get back with her and nothing every happened… It was just emotional blackmail that she used that still effects me to this day.
My children are worth the world to me (All of them), but it is not fair to just make a relationship work just for your children. I knew we would never work, and i had tried for a very long time.
To put children through breakups and fights is just wrong, it is best to remove the situation and try to work things out straight away. Steph was in a new relationship and so was I… So why destroy her new partners life and my new partners?
When I finally made it very clear that I would never get back with her she started to do many evil things. She would tell me to pick my children up from my Mothers house and when I traveled there (2hs journey) they would not be there… This was very emotional for me as I had waited maybe 2-4 weeks for this day… And she would give me no explanation apart from “Don’t call me” or “Stay at your mums and ill drop them off tomorrow” which she did because she did not want me to be with my new partner.
She would also threaten me with taking my children away from my mother… if i never did things she would say “If you don’t, your mum will never see your children again” which she knew would effect me as my mother has issues of her own. This would also effect my Sister who is very much attached to my daughter and also has issues. She always knew what strings to pull with me… She would build me up to days I would see my children and then drag them away from me… She knew I could do nothing because anything “I” did is seen as bad in the eyes of the law… But anything she does is not believed in the eyes of the law.
She would make up lies, attack me a number of times and not tell me where my children were even living. My daughter one day even told me “Mummy told me you died and would not come back” which broke my heart.
With the whole situation I am in right now (Which I cant do into right now) it has made me see that to protect myself I have to remove myself from the situation until I can change it. This is very hard to do as my children are on my mind 24/7 along with my partner (Who I can no longer see).
I can no longer watch most TV shows because they remind me of family life, I cant listen to much music because it reminds me of my partner, and I have to watch what I read.
My whole life is on hold till the day I get to see my children and am able to move on from this situation I am in and have no control over.
One thing I always ask myself is “Has this changed me for the better?”, and my answer is “I don’t know” because I would kill for this not to have happened as it has been hell… But I have learnt so much and become so much stronger from this…
The only thing that kills me everyday is I know my children are out there right now… Not that far away from me… getting older and wiser…
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What I’d give - Poem
One breath, or just a voice,
What I’d give, if I had the choice,
One touch, one kiss,
A thousend words, enternal bliss,
One moment, just me and you,
What was meant, just us two,
Holding on, to a moment in time,
Cant let go, to what should be mine,
All the time wasted for lies,
Endless days, endless whys,
No tomorrows, same old days,
Same old views, same old ways,
What I’d give just for one more day,
To hold you close, to have my say,
What I’d give, and what id do,
To tell you how much, how much I love you,
| 3.6 (2 people) |
Babbelfish Contest 2 - WIN 10,000EC!
10,000EC which YOU can win now!
Free to play!
Rules
- To take part you must either make a post about THIS contest OR post the above banner on your blog. Link back to to this page and you will be able to post.
- The first person with the correst answer wins (Will be judged by comment time and date)
- Winner/s will be judged by myself and my judgement is final
- If I decide two people or more should be winners then I will split the credits (This will only happen if 2 or more people give the answer around the same time)
How to play
The goal of this contest is to find out what my original untranslated text was. I have used Yahoo! Babbel Fish translator and put the original text into it. Then I have translated it into FRENCH and then back into ENGLISH and posted the results bellow. The person who translates it will win 10,000 Entrecard credits!
Your job is to find out what the ORIGINAL text was. Once you think you have the original text or close post it in the comments for this post. I will judge all comments and give clues and hints as to what you may have done wrong (Or right).
You can go through the comments and see what other people have used and use their errors to fix your own. All my clues and hints will be posted in comments so check!
This contest will last around one week. If we have a winner before that I will start a new one. Please drop your card in my Entrecard widget if your playing
If you would like to see the last contest and how it works please go here.
Text after translation!
“I hope to cuts has winner soon. Sour Please make you uses the translator ace it has big big help. I shall give has few clues to help you in the how section. This contest will Be has bit harder then the last one ace more appropriations are up for grabs. C not forget to follow the rules ace you would Be wasting your time!”
The ORIGINAL TEXT WILL BE POSTED ONCE WE HAVE A WINNER!
Now get playing!
| 3.9 (2 people) |
You - Poem
I hate to force myself to hate you, when all I want to do is love you,
What id give anything just hold you, to run my hands across you,
I built my life around you, now I’m lost and alone without you,
I’m constantly thinking about you, I just wish I tell you I love you,
I’d spend all day just looking at you, just know your around me would please me,
Id do anything for you to be angry at me, shout at me and scream at me,
Ive gone through the stages without you, but I’m still lost in this would without you,
I know what they make you do and say, and I forgive that, I just want you to know,
I love you,
I miss you,
I want you,
I need you,
And ill find you
| 3.5 (1 person) |
Entrecard Babel Fish contest! (Check it out)
10,000EC contest!
5,000 TEST Contest
This is a simple but crazy contest. Here are the simple rules:
WE HAVE A WINNER! NEW CONTEST ON ITS WAY!
Winner is Jane! A big thank you to everyone who took part! It went better than I thought it would and I had fun!
- The sentence started off in English
- It was then translated into another language (FRENCH) (You find out which) using Yahoo! Babel Fish
- It was then translated back into English from the same selected Language
- Then it is posted here for you to work out the original exact sentence.
- The winner will be the first person to post the original sentence used in the translation.
Simple right? So 10,000EC should be yours? Then get working it out!
“I cam up with this insane idea from has radio operator show young stag in England. I hope to give away more appropriations in the future.“
ANSWER!
“I came up with this insane idea from a radio show here in England. I hope to give away more credits in the future.”
This first TEST is for 5,000EC. If it all goes ok and I have interest I will post the question for the 10,000EC!
| 3.7 (3 people) |
My life - Would I change it?
As most of you know my life sucks rights now. And some of you know that I am not a religious person (Atheist) and i normally do not believe in anything other than what I can see and know if fact. I question everything and normally that annoys people to no end.
Well I have been thinking a lot lately as that is about all I have time for right now (Apart from some things and some people). I have been reading a lot and read about some of the most influential people and how much their life sucked and the overcome everything and came out on the other end.
One thing I learnt from these stories is that the bad things that happen in life can only make you stronger… I can only learn from these things… They can only make me stronger, as what does not kill you can only make you stronger.
I sometimes think “I wish I never met Steph. She is one of the worst things in my life and is nothing but a regret” but then I think “She is a bad and wicked thing… But I had 2 amazing children with her… Id not change one thing and id go through all this forever because if I never… id not have them children”
So even though right now “most” things suck… I guess it has made me learn a damn lot…. I have learnt a lot about some people… and found some great friends through it. I have also learnt to deal with things this whole thing has opened my eyes to a lot of things that happen in this world.
Even though id love to be able to take all this away… Id love to be able to go back to the perfect time I have (And never knew)… I don’t know that id change this…. I was blinded by many things before which now I understand better. Read more »
