You - Poem

I hate to force myself to hate you, when all I want to do is love you,
What id give anything just hold you, to run my hands across you,
I built my life around you, now I’m lost and alone without you,
I’m constantly thinking about you, I just wish I tell you I love you,

I’d spend all day just looking at you, just know your around me would please me,
Id do anything for you to be angry at me, shout at me and scream at me,
Ive gone through the stages without you, but I’m still lost in this would without you,
I know what they make you do and say, and I forgive that, I just want you to know,

I love you,
I miss you,
I want you,
I need you,
And ill find you

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The innocence of goodbyes - Poem

I stood by you when you needed me,
I saw what people refused to see,
I tried to be who you wanted me to be,
I only asked just one small fee,

Believe in me, follow the truth,
Stand by me, when I need you most,
Don’t forget me, and hold me close,
Remember times, remember me,
I never changed, and you will see,
You know I’ll fight, right to the end,
But even from you, I will defend,

To love the past, is to not move on,
I see the light, I’m not forgone,
I’ll say goodbye, to the one I knew,
A smile a kiss, I give to you,

I’ll always be there, to defend my kids,
I can’t do that now, so blame the pigs,

The tall lady in blue with the iron fist,
Who’s mind is made up and can’t resist,
She looks at me with her steel eyes,
If I’m put away there will be more cries,
The person who did it, is still out there,
But YOU got your victim, and you wont care,

So that brings me to the right and wrong,
If you’re sworn to protect, where has it gone?
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I have lost my mind - Poem

Too much going on, too many things to think,
My mind cant cope anymore, it thinks its about to sink,
No words from my children, no Merry Christmas Dad,
What did I do to deserve this? Why am I being treated so bad?

My mind just feels numb, it’s done everything it can do,
It’s ready to turn off now, it’s ready to subdue,
It’s gone past what it can cope with, it’s cracked and undone,
I don’t know who I am anymore, I am finally broken.

To all the people who did this, Merry Christmas and New Year,
The system finally broke me, I hope it does make your career,
I miss so many people, the ones I can not see,
Christmas is meant to be happy, My own children should be here with me,

My mind is always thinking, it’s driving me insane,
Its thinking about not thinking, it’s called having to refrain,
It could all be over soon, but I see it in their eyes,
The ones who have already judged me, the needy and unwise,

Now this is the end of my poem, and this one goes out to you,
Have a Merry Christmas my baby, my love for you will always be true,

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