I sit there waiting, waiting to say hi,
Thinking of talking, hours pass bye,
your my bird on a wire, my bird in the sky,
Now distance growing, and I’m asking why,

Why i neglected, why I moved on,
Friendships fading, friendships gone,
You was a friend, a friend now lost,
An insecure mind, that my mind has cost,

Ill still be there waiting, waiting to say hi,
But right now I’m sat here hiding, so for now its goodbye,

This is a poem to some people who I was good friends with… but me being me I let go of them and do not talk to them anymore.

People who know the real Lee Doyle normally find I am very talkative… but then when I get close I drift away and normally break the friendship unexpecdidly.

I guess I just find it hard to get close to someone as normally people who I get close to betray me in some way… I guess that might be why.

For people like me, who try to be strong,
When time is regret, when life is all gone,
You cant keep going, its time to say goodbye,
No voice of any reason, there I no more why,


I wish I could explain it, the way it all feels,
To wish for no tomorrows, to hope for no more dreams,
The feelings so real, the feelings all you feel,
To end your life is all you want, every breath is a steal,


To sit there ready, to open your mouth and swallow,
Knowing it will be quick, you kept your belly all hollow,
You hope for little pain, but you know it cant be worse,
Worse than your feeling, your life equal to a curse,


Looking all around you, taking in life’s last views,
Life is looking so real now, but soon its all old news,
Still no regrets, and your ready, no last goodbyes,
Your ready for nothing, no life, no cries,


The feeling starts to hit you, start to feel a bit sick,
Now get ready for the dreaming, lay in bed it’ll be real quick,
Confused thinkings, time is skipping, time is up,
Start shaking, and start foaming, now its black, dreams made up,


Now your waking, new bed, body sore,
Nurses around you, now you wish you took more,
You think of new ways, new ways to make it sure,
Why is life so strong, why am I given more?


But for some reason I’m here, here alive with few regrets,
I still cant explain it, but my life’s a safe bet,
You get used to the feelings, but they never go away,
Living can be worth it, but its a battle everyday,